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assalamualaikum. hai semua. *kesian blog, hampir tinggal kenangan. maafkan saya* dah lebih setengah tahun untuk tahun 2016 baru terkedek-kedek nak hapdet blog. hahah. tak boleh harap punya tuan blog. maaf sekali lagi. 

memandangkan dah lama sangat tinggal blog *sampai berhabuk dah dia, kesian...*, i'm gonna rant on everything that happens, maybe, just maybe... hihi.

Second half of 2015

Alhamdulillah, I managed to secure a place in medicine, berkat doa semua :') thanks a lot, really <3 to be honest, memang tough course ni. there are times bila aku rasa macam, 'betul ke apa yang aku ambil ni?', 'boleh ke aku jadi doktor yang baik?', etc. serious, memang penat, jiwa raga, but then, I tend to always remind myself, kalau Allah dah letak kau kat dalam satu situasi tu, maksudnya, aku boleh, In Shaa Allah, aamiin aamiin. but then, when I look at the bright side, MashaAllah, begitu teliti dan hebatnya ciptaan-Mu, Ya Allah. i gotta be so speechless and I'm so grateful that I have the opportunity to learn the knowledge. sungguh aku berharap, aku dapat menimba ilmu perubatan till my last breath. aamiin aamiin.

Second half of 2016

Alhamdulillah, once again, aku diberi peluang oleh Allah SWT dalam menghabiskan perjuangan aku as a first year medical student. Alhamdulillah, result semua pun dah keluar and I'm going to continue my second year of MBBS, In Shaa Allah. next year, I'll be sitting for Pre-Clinical Pro Exam. huwaaa. entah ready entah tidak. takutnyaaa. dahlah ada doctor yang cakap bila dah masuk second year ni, syllabus lagi susah. semoga aku dan kawan-kawan kuat dan tabah dalam menghadapi onak duri yang bakal dihadapi nanti. In Shaa Allah, aamiin aamiin. i really do hope i'm able to gain a strong grasp on the medical basics as well as the clinical knowledge i've been learning till now, so that, i'm not going to suffer, especially during the clinical years, even as a houseman, M.O and so on. 

as for the co-curriculum part, i decided to join the community service. alhamdulillah, for the first time, dapat juga buat volunteering, dekat ZOOOOOOOOO. *hamboi, semangat -_-* kitaorang buat kerja bersihkan kandang animals tu, di luar dan di dalam. alang-alang tu, kita rekindle and reminisce balik the memories last jenguk zoo entah bila, masa sekolah rendah kot. hahah. that was eight years back. as for the night before, kitaorang berlegar dekat Bandar Hilir, Melaka, giving out our handmade health bookmarks. seriously, rasa berdebar, excited and macam-macam lagilah. menghadap beraneka ragam manusia di kala malam menjelang. lepastu, kitaorg have fun ikut citarasa masing-masing bila mission dah accomplished. aku and housemates naik Menara Taming Sari. yang berputar-putar tu, dahlah gayat rasa, sebab naik tinggi. but then, the only thing that was an exception here is, the picturesque view. like wowww! haha. lawaaa. lagi-lagi, view malam pula tu. memang cantik, Subhanallah! all in all, memang seronok. part yang tak seronoknya, bila balik terus kena hadap laptop buat paperwork. hahah.      

okaylah, i think that's all for now. kalau ada apa-apa aku nak add-on, then, i'll update. *kalau rajin*